In my job as a photographer, I’ve traveled to the far corners of the world, eaten at fancy restaurants, downed cocktails with gold flakes in them and woken up alone in more hotel rooms than I care to think about. I value time to myself, it gives me time to reflect about who I am and where I’m going next and over the years I’ve learned to appreciate the actual traveling, not just getting to the destinations I’m going to.
Loneliness.
I have a fear of ending up alone. Building a life and have no one to share it with at the end of the day. Even when I do, even today when I am happy with people around me that I love, the fear always lingers in the background, it keeps me from appreciating what I have.
What if I build something and still end up
alone.
